It's time to...

It's time my dear, it's the time.
somewhat i wish i didn’t have such memories,
sometimes i wish that i didn’t remember things.
but still, there are also good things,
there are also good times,
and for that, i make another wish,
i wish i could remember everything
with my happy and happy thoughts.
and that everything is good for me,
and i smiled and laughed with happiness,
instead of shedding my tears.

I actually wrote this piece as a reply to my friend’s journal in hi5. Still, though his beautifully contrasting style, I have no ideas whether I made it as a real reply, or as a whispering voice to myself. Yet, it would serve for both purposes, and yes for both of us!

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and here is "βậd βoï ®"'s journal. Here with his kind permission! Cheers my dear!

It's time to end this feeling though it hurts so much...
It's time to get rid of SOMEONE from my broken heart though it's so damn tough and painful...
It's time to leave my memories with SOMEONE behind though they're unforgetable...
It's time to forget happy time with that SOMEONE though I wanna remember...
It's time to enjoy though I know myself I couldn't...
It's time to be a new guy though I'm the same person still...
It's time to be stronger though I'm still weak...