failure theory

Here again,
You apply your failure theory on me,
The type of person I fail to be,
The life vision I never see.

Blowing on your story,
You success, your achievement, your ability,
What you used to do and used to be,
And why you slipped in tragedy.

You only see,
The failure will repeat at me,
You, never give a chance,
I, never get the faith.

And now, sitting in the dark,
Filled with a sense of anxiety and ambiguity,
Embraced with vulnerability and insecurity,
Inferior feeling is taking all over my body,
Life is just about inability and bad energy.

Comics, drugs, violence, sex,
No quick-fix can keep me calm,
My life is now stuck,
Resounding in my head is your paradigm.

Can you see,
your failure theory works too well on me.
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