in the ocean

I’m in the ocean of negativity,
And all around is my self-enemy.
I’m swimming, but I’m sinking,
My sense’s losing, my soul’s shrinking.

I’m in the ocean of frustration,
And all around me is my self-depression.
I’m screaming, I’m howling,
My view’s blurring, my will is beating.

I’m in the state of diminishing.
Oh mind, my mind is fading.

Fading, fading, fading ...