the dog's revenge

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รู้แต่ว่า มาอ่านแล้ว vindictive มาก ๆ
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When I was needing you,
Wanting you to wrap your arms around me,
Wanting you to hold me close,
You were never there.

Days through days, night through nights,
I’ve learned not to have you by my side,
And then I gradually realised,
I can be alright without you.

No longer, the feeling of waiting,
The pains, the tears, the sufferings,
I am now free from yearning,
That state will never be returning.

When I decided to be me,
You started all the asking,
Full of wonders and questions,
Where is all my loving?

Funnily, you never know what you had missed,
You never see your mistakes,
You never learn what makes love great,
Relations are about give and takes.

You expect me to be there,
In the dark standing waiting,
To hold you with a care,
Whenever you are needing.

All the times you were laughing with friends.
I was crying suffering in pain.
And now with such karma chain,
You will be the one living in vain.